Life is weird sometimes.

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Posted: August 30th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 6 Comments »

So it was a crazy wild ass party up here in sonoma last night. Erin, I wish you would have been here.

So I have a dillema… It’s a bit high schoolish and involves some drama so if you aren’t up to it, stop reading now.

So there are two girls. “Girl A” and “Girl B”

Girl A is the roomate of a very dear friend of mine. Girl B is the hard core best friend of Girl A.
Girl A has very obviously been flirting with me ever since she met me.

Thursday, we all got drunk and Girl A was all over me as usual. I’m not an asshole, and it’s been way too long since i’ve been with a girl, so I didn’t exactly stop her.

She’s really nice and she’s cute and eveything, but I feel NOTHING about her. She does nothing for me and it sucks. Friend, yes, anything more, no way.

The problem is that later that night, when Girl A passed out on her bed, I saw Girl B in the bathroom, not feeling good, and I, being a good guy, wanted to help her. Well one thing led to another and we talked for hours and were pretty intimate (no sex though, i’m a good boy). See, I really like this girl. She’s pretty and shes down to earth and I just like her a lot.

So friday night I wanted to not do anything with Girl A and just Girl B. Problem is, Girl A is very outgoing and Girl B isn’t. It’s hard to ignore a pretty girl around your neck all night.

So I ended up sleeping with Girl A and I really don’t know what happened to Girl B. But I was way fucked up and I barely remember the night and that was NOT what I wanted to do.
I told Girl A during the night, a couple of times, that I liked Girl B, and she simply said, “I know.” She was no help.

So I am asking the advice of anyone who will listen to my crazy story and tell me what I should do.

Should I just not hook up with any of them, to avoid the crazyness?
Should I hook up with Girl A? (no)
Should I let Girl A down gently and try with Girl B, who I THINK likes me but i’m not sure.

shit this took me an hour to write, i’m way hung over…

UPDATE: Girl B has a boyfriend… of two years…. shit…..

So she’s either over her boyfriend, or just a big hoochie.
Seeing as how she made out with me and my roomate in 2 nights, I’m leaning towards the hoochie.

I think i’ll just lay off both of them for now.

6 Comments on “82”

  1. 1 roxy99ed said at 4:10 am on August 30th, 2003:

    Ryan’s a pimp! Love triangles and shit.

    I think I know who these people are. But I’m not sure.
    Actually I have no idea.

    Go with girl B. But only do this if you’re sure it won’t ruin any friendships either between you and A/B or between A and B. If that makes any sense. I am sure I will talk to you later about it.

  2. 2 morganogrom said at 7:12 am on August 30th, 2003:

    Add me to msn or something, then I’ll tell you.

  3. 3 me said at 7:33 am on August 30th, 2003:

    whats your msn?

  4. 4 stubbies said at 9:16 am on August 30th, 2003:

    i say go for Girl B

  5. 5 morganogrom said at 9:38 am on August 30th, 2003:

    chocobo_27@hotmail.com

  6. 6 castedownjohnny said at 6:28 pm on September 2nd, 2003:

    you need to evaluate what you’re looking for
    a) a good hookup with lots of hot (sex, making out, whatever)
    b) a relationship
    c) a threesome
    d) to try your best not to get between a friendship.
    this has all inspired me to write about my experience with this kinda crap so read my journal.. anyway once you have a result in mind then you can mostly figure out what you need to do in specific circumstances. What happens when you don’t know what you want?… people get hurt and you dont get any :(

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