Life is weird sometimes.

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Posted: August 30th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 6 Comments »

So it was a crazy wild ass party up here in sonoma last night. Erin, I wish you would have been here.

So I have a dillema… It’s a bit high schoolish and involves some drama so if you aren’t up to it, stop reading now.

So there are two girls. “Girl A” and “Girl B”

Girl A is the roomate of a very dear friend of mine. Girl B is the hard core best friend of Girl A.
Girl A has very obviously been flirting with me ever since she met me.

Thursday, we all got drunk and Girl A was all over me as usual. I’m not an asshole, and it’s been way too long since i’ve been with a girl, so I didn’t exactly stop her.

She’s really nice and she’s cute and eveything, but I feel NOTHING about her. She does nothing for me and it sucks. Friend, yes, anything more, no way.

The problem is that later that night, when Girl A passed out on her bed, I saw Girl B in the bathroom, not feeling good, and I, being a good guy, wanted to help her. Well one thing led to another and we talked for hours and were pretty intimate (no sex though, i’m a good boy). See, I really like this girl. She’s pretty and shes down to earth and I just like her a lot.

So friday night I wanted to not do anything with Girl A and just Girl B. Problem is, Girl A is very outgoing and Girl B isn’t. It’s hard to ignore a pretty girl around your neck all night.

So I ended up sleeping with Girl A and I really don’t know what happened to Girl B. But I was way fucked up and I barely remember the night and that was NOT what I wanted to do.
I told Girl A during the night, a couple of times, that I liked Girl B, and she simply said, “I know.” She was no help.

So I am asking the advice of anyone who will listen to my crazy story and tell me what I should do.

Should I just not hook up with any of them, to avoid the crazyness?
Should I hook up with Girl A? (no)
Should I let Girl A down gently and try with Girl B, who I THINK likes me but i’m not sure.

shit this took me an hour to write, i’m way hung over…

UPDATE: Girl B has a boyfriend… of two years…. shit…..

So she’s either over her boyfriend, or just a big hoochie.
Seeing as how she made out with me and my roomate in 2 nights, I’m leaning towards the hoochie.

I think i’ll just lay off both of them for now.


Total sell out of one’s soul for popularity and fame = fun

Posted: August 29th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 8 Comments »



I would have assumed I’d get turned on by this but no reaction yet.


dude

Posted: August 18th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 6 Comments »

“Well, I’d love to stay and chat, but you’re a total bitch.”

-Stewie, From Method to Madness


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Posted: August 11th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 7 Comments »

Awww I feel loved. I got drunk dialed by my favorite girls in the world, Kindra, Sarah and Megan.

They’re all up in good ol’ Rohnert Park getting the party started! Without me…

Now I REALLY can’t wait till school starts.


bla

Posted: August 8th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 11 Comments »

Livejournal has been so dead lately. I need more Livejournal friends I think.

Thursday, Jon and I went to visit Erin at her new house in SLO. Shit it is nice!

I saw Ashley (her roomate) for the first time since we graduated and she’s still as beautiful as ever.

We went to Farmers Market in Downtown SLO, which is a big social event here. Saw John Goldrick for the first time since graduating.

More things happened but I just woke up from a late nap and my brain isn’t working 100%.

and shit I go back to school the 24th and my last day of work is the 20th. Soon!


Ahh the sweet smell of early verasion…

Posted: August 6th, 2003 | Author: admin | Filed under: LJ | 5 Comments »

ugg i’m so tired not much to say except that today was good.

They finally gave me a company phone. It’s a nice Motorola Nextel unit with Direct Connect. It’s absoutly amazing how much better these phones are made, when comparing them to Nokia’s offerings. This phone is splash proof, dust proof, shock proof and rugged as hell. If you’ve ever used Direct Connect, you know just how much ass it kicks.

I started working on a new project at work, and although I won’t say much, i’ll just say that its a lot of responsibility, and I have another intern working for ME! It feels good to be trusted.

I was at a vineyard today where verasion was starting to occur. Verasion is when the grapes change color and start ripening. It also gives off the sweetest smell in the world and it just brightens my day.

Not much else to report.

Oh yeah, Ex-Girlfriend called me. Says she needs help with her computer. Eww.

I said no, by the way.