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I must admit that there is little in this world that is better than a Strawberry Margarita on a hot summer afternoon.

Also: I’m FINALLY gonna get a real cell phone with real service! Yay me! I got a good deal too.

I downed a 40.

So I finish my last final, and see little Heather sitting on the side of the road across from the housing section. For you who don’t know, Heather is a midget. She’s really cool, but she has the worst luck ever. Lemme just say don’t go to a party on campus with her. Trouble follows her like a fat kid follows donuts.

Anyways, we had a good chat on the lawn.

Then I go print out my stupid paper for KSUN. Now this paper was assigned soooo long ago, but not due till today. I procrastinated till the LAST moment possible, and did just fine.

I get back, and we go eat dinner, and I eat way too much.

We get back, start drinking and then Erin gets back from her final and we have our farewells.

Megan was sad I could tell, and I would be too if Erin didn’t live in my town.

So we drink but i’m full so I am going slowly. So I decide to beer bong the rest of it since it’s quicker that way. So I beer bong a little more than 3/4 of a Steele Reserve. I was drunk in less than 5 min and drunk for a while.

Then we went up to my room and we put on porn. Which turned out to be a bad idea, since I was in a room with two drunk couples laying together on beds. Shit. So the party kinda broke up there.

Later, Sarah calls Jon and he tells me to go to Kindra’s room, giving some incoherent reason. I get there and everyone is confused. Ra thinks i’m driving or something, which I was in no condition to do.

Long story short, we got bagel dogs and Ben and Jerry’s Coffe Heath Bar Crunch (best ice cream ever). Only problem was we didn’t have a microwave, so we went around at 12:00 knocking on doors trying to find a microwave.

Also we didn’t have spoons, so we ate the ice cream with a Tootsie pop stick. How ghetto.

So I am so fat and happy right now.

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The tides have turned.

Ohhh I am soo happy!

If you had read my previous posts, I was going to have to live in Salinas this summer, for my job as a computer technician. Don’t get me wrong, I love my job and I love Salinas. It’s just that I really didn’t want to live away from home this year.

Now, this internship popped up! It’s vineyard management! Meaning I go to vineyards and take soil samples and cluster counts. It’s relevant to my major, and it’s totally flexible and my boss is badass.

Living at home will be so much nicer. Having my parents pay for things, rather than me.

And that means less driving from Salinas to home. And more lake time!

Erin is Badass.

Ok this post is dedicated to Erin.

Erin is badass.

Why, you ask, is Erin badass?

• She bought me a livejournal account. This is probably the most meaningful gift anyone has ever given me.
• She is super cool.
• We tanned together and she didn’t laugh at me because I was a guy who tans.
• She likes cadbury eggs.
• She likes chinatown and most girls are too squemish because of all the dirty bums.
• She introduced me to Buffy, and Angel. And I have been hooked ever since.
• many other reasons.

So there you have it. Erin is just plain badass. I will miss her next year.

this summer….

So it’s Memorial Day and I’m sitting in my room studying for finals instead of at barbeques or at the lake.

I have finals on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. I’m going home Saturday morning.

This summer I’ll either be working in X on the week-days or in X all week long. My family is going to Florida and Cancun, but I can’t go because I have to work.

I haven’t kept in touch with anyone from home, really, so I’ll either be a loner or make some new friends.

As long as I’m not really doing anything this summer, I’m just going to get a gym membership, eat a whole shit load and gain some muscle. My goal is to reach 200 lbs by the end of summer. And by 200 lbs I mean a lean 200 lbs, not fat. I think I’d be happy with my body then.

Speaking of fitness, since I am obsessed with food and have an eating disorder, I’ve been keeping track of everything I eat for the last month or so. It’s really surprising. It turns out I was eating not enough to support my body. Hrm. But I’ve been eating more lately. Don’t want to lose all that muscle I’ve worked hard to gain. Anyways, check out my diet log if you are really fucking bored.

Well, I’ll be getting back to studying for my ridiculously easy finals.

Peace.

Shrooms

Shrooms today is a bust. I know there is more to this drug but every time I try to do more people either short me or prevent me from doing more. They think they are protecting me but they don’t understand. I just want to experience shrooms damnit!!!

Update: It is so dead here. Everyone is gone. Guess i’ll have to make some entertainment.

Update 2: I tried to take some pictures. That didn’t work out. I just don’t have the self esteem right now.

Update 3: Enough updating already. Here’s a black and white. It’s all I could handle. You can kinda see the growth. whee.

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So it’s been 6 days since I last shaved and nearly as long since I updated this journal. My beard is getting pretty long, the longest it’s ever been I think.

I’ll shave it once every girl I know stops complementing me about it.

I’ll update later with more interesting stuff. Maybe a picture.

Peace.

I’m lonely.

I decided that I am really really lonely.

I have lots of good friends and they mean a lot to me. But I need someone in my life to be intimate with. Not intimate sexually, but intimate in two ways:

1. I want to have someone to hug and hold when I am feeling blue. It would be nice to be able to fall asleep holding someone or being held. Not even in a sexual way, it’s not even about that.
2. I want to have someone that I can tell all my stupid little secrets to. I tell Jon a lot, but I need someone else, preferably a girl.

I’m not really looking for a “relationship” at the current moment. I also am not looking for a “fuck buddy” either.

And I can’t just settle for some bimbo off the street. I have really high standards and not just anyone will do.

Maybe I need to be more active in looking for a “relationship?” Maybe that’s the only way I will get what I want.

For the time being I will just try and strengthen my current friendships and see if that helps any. I think I just need to realize how great my friends are.

I am so confused right now….

But it will all work out good in the end, I know it will.

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So I discovered today that my ex girlfriend is a lesbian.

How does that make me feel?

I really don’t know.

I’m not surprised, for some reason. but I don’t know whether I was so bad I turned her off from guys altogether, or whether I was so good that she couldn’t go back to another guy.

Probably neither.

But she’s got some issues to work out.

Damn, what would you think if your significant other of almost 2 years turned out to be gay???

Life is weird like that…